The only things I’m sure about anymore are tattoos and my career choice. I feel like I can’t trust certain people anymore because all they do is lie and try to change me. There’s nothing wrong with me though…except my anxiety issues, depression, social awkwardness, narcissism, self hatred, and possible bipolarism…but those things are so small in the grand scheme of my design. The worst thing people have to deal with is my stubborn behavior and that’s not even that bad.
But I feel like I’m slipping down the rabbit hole here and can’t grab anything sturdy enough to keep me from losing myself. I’m so miserable here in Maryland no matter what I do and now Adam suddenly wants to date. Probably because he’s lonely…but I’m not going to do that but I want too. Maybe it’s because I want a constant in my life or maybe it’s something else.
Also, I haven’t completely stopped eating which is great because for a while there I was beginning to worry.
Need to get the hell out of Maryland or shit even out of the state’s. I’ve taken my year off of collage and it’s time to start really focusing on my career, however uncertain it might be. I just need to go.
so apparently an arm can sell on the black market for $885, ($500 for the shoulder plus $385 for the hand an forearm)
and a leg can sell for $500 (at least thats the lowest price of an albino leg so im guessing here)
So when someone says “That’ll cost an arm ad a leg” they are roughly asking for $1,335
which is less than i would have guessed.
i didn’t spend this much time researching the cost of limbs on the black market for one note
Nicki minaj is an excellent and dynamic rapper, lyrically and stylistically, she’s topped charts in a male dominated space, she started from the absolute bottom and knows how to hustle and work her image, I don’t care wether you care for her style of music or not but if you dismiss her as a trash artist I’m gonna heavily side eye you